“A Portrait of What Never Was”

(a memoir)

It all began here…this beach, this time in my life. Summer of 2020. I made this video when the story of who I was crumbled around me. It captured a feeling I couldn’t quite express yet in words. Grief for what I was losing, but gratitude also for the strength I had to endure it. My debut book is scheduled to come out Dec. 2022.

(Shout out to my dog, Lily, for being a great video subject. The story isn’t about her, but her presence has always been an enormous comfort. Thank you Lily!)